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I wonder if this new wave can be carried
I wonder can my heart expand some more
I wonder if instead of pain and heart ache
Soft release could come and love could be restored

I wonder can my heart expand yet further
To carry all with love and strength and flow
I wonder if its possible to feel thankful
For even this news that we just have come to know

I wonder if it’s possible to embrace this
To have the love to light this moment  now
As I wonder if my heart can grow yet further
In my chest I feel it soften ... grow ...  allow 

I breathe release and wonder at this new love 
And I dare to wonder a little more beyond
I wonder if I could find happy joyfulness
Surely that would let me stand in light so strong

As I wonder more on happiness and joyfulness
The love light in my heart just grows and grows
I turn towards beloved ones in suffering
Embracing love and softness for them to know

I start to wonder more about what’s possible
I wonder if for them it could also be
I wonder if my wonderings for them might bring about
A change in both of us to feel and see

I start to wonder just how much capacity
Of compassion love and mercy it would need
To bear and feel the pain that my beloved has
I wonder if the other could be freed

I start to wonder more about The Greatest Love
Compassion Love and Mercy beyond us all
I wonder if somehow this Love can help us now
From deep within I make this sacred call

Oh Greatest Love Compassion and Great Mercy
Descend on us in Earthly realms I pray
With all Your Power of Healing and Forgiveness
Set us free from all that binds us all today

I wonder if Compassion Love and Mercy
Can bring healing health and wholeness on command
I wonder if a faith in that is possible
I wonder at the power we’d have in hand 

I call upon this Greatest Love and Mercy
Descend on my beloved now this day
With all Your Love Compassion and Forgiveness
Heal release him free him as I pray 

I wonder if I can trust, have faith completely
I wonder can I trust and let this go
Can I surrender now in love and faith to Your Greatness
And let  healing come to one who’s suffered so

I wonder if I can trust You and surrender
That my beloved is safely in Your care
With thanks and love praise to You The Greatest Love
That all for him is easy now to bear


I rejoice in miraculous healing miracles
I’m so happy, unbelievable joy I feel
I remain in thanks to You my life for ever
For this miraculous love and healing now I kneel

I kneel and Thank You Greatest Love for all You bring
Thank You for assisting and answering my prayer
Thank You for restoring me in faith in You
Thank You for the Light and Love You share

Thank you for delivering the greatest gift
The truly greatest gift, my heart’s desire
The restoration, the resurrection of this loved one
His return to health and wholeness that’s my desire

I wonder at my wonderings on reflection
It’s amazing where wonderings can lead
And now my heart is happy, I am whole now
I trust that my beloved will soon be freed

That he too will find his thanks and find his love to You
For all you brought him, for deliverance one more time
And most of all I thank You for the moments
At last our time together, sacred, divine

I wonder if I now just take a moment
A silent moment of thanks and praise to You
The Greatest Love in heaven and earth just Holy
I rest myself awhile and rest in You


Sandra Hillawi 12 Feb 2022