I feel like a lost soul
My anchor point is gone
I'm drifting aimlessly
I can't stop eating
Feeding this restless place
That appeared within
Since I lost my lovely Mum
One who loved me unconditionally
One for whom I mattered

How do I find the place
Where I belong again 

I allow the lost feeling
I feel the lost feeling 
I feel for the lost soul that I am 
I understand the why the how 
And I meet her with love

I am here all for you
And I love you 
Open your heart my love
And let me pour all the love you need within
My lost soul looks up in wonder 
Daring to open and receive 
She drinks deeply from this love 

I am here for you my love
I always am and always will be
You belong to me
And I belong to you 
We belong to each other 

We sing our love duet 
Back and forth we give love 
We receive love 
With happy thankful joy
In intimate connection
Until we are one

And I find and know at last 
The place where I belong 
I belong to me 
I am home in my own heart
I am one with my soul 

Sandra Hillawi 30 May 2024

Painting by Maryrose Hillawi, died 10 May 2024