Poems

Poems by Sandra Hillawi

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Wounded Heart

I didn’t want to see you

Your pain I didn’t feel
Your presence softly calling me
Help me please to heal

Reluctantly and gently
I turn to face your cries
My heart with full compassion
Tears of love now fill my eyes

My love I’m here at last for you
Forgive me I did not see
Now all the love from my deep heart
I gift to you from me

Exquisite tender soft caress
A lightness to the dark
The healing can begin at last
No more my wounded heart

© Sandra Hillawi 2019

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Restoring My Inner Power

I wonder
If everything that is within me
that is blocking my full power
from being available
can be allowed to be
for a moment just as it is

I wonder …

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The Last Gaze

So tired now
Two days of life remain
You lie on your side
Awake for afew moments
Breathing so slight

And your Soul looks out at me
Through the windows of
Your half open eyes

Searching and focussed
For one now so frail
And I sit and look back
Holding your gaze

Our Souls in connection

You are my lovely Mum

With the love that is my whole being
I look into your eyes
For the last time

And I am your daughter
There is only love
There is only love Mum
I love you
Thankyou

Your eyes speak love silently
As we hold our Soul connection

A moment that
I wished could stay

I will connect with you Mum
Your Soul
After
I know how

You close your eyes to sleep

One more day remains
Until your last breath

I love you Mum and always will
Thankyou
Always

20th July 2024 Sandra Hillawi

Of the precious moment 9th May 2024

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Prayer for Healing The Heart

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I ask that love and beauty be around you and in you every day
I ask that love and comfort protect you
I ask that you feel the comfort support and security that being loved brings
I ask that your heart is softened by this love
And that it dares to open and connect
I ask that gentleness touch the injuries deep within
And bring the blessing of healing that is long awaited
I ask that you feel a new ease release and expansion
I ask that your blessed creativity flows and returns to you the happiness that is your beautiful Soul and that this in turn brings wholeness and renewal in your being

I ask God to bless your magnificent heart in every way you need now and always

Amen

5 August 2018

Updated 26 May 2024

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Prayer On The Passing of My Lovely Mum

In this moment as you leave this earthly place 
I ask The Lord to hold you in His soft embrace 
May His Love surround you 
May His Love be with you 
May His Love be in you 
May His Love carry you to your rest 
May Heavenly Angels watch over you 
May Love and Light adore you 
May all the Love that fills the space 
Keep your Soul in Holy Grace 
We give our thanks for all you are 
To those who loved you near and far 
May your body and soul return to God 
We surrender you our dear and lovely Mother 
To rest in His Eternal Love

Sandra Hillawi
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As The Celtic Harp


As the celtic harp plays your favourite haunting air
My fingers softly caress your old and grey hair
Body frail and so tired you sleep
A deserved rest 82 years of love deep
Never were you more beautiful to me dear Mother

All the years pass before me
Quiet tears freely flow
I sit with you knowing
It’s not long til you go
Sweet aches of love are in my heart
For soon will come the time for us to part
And never were you more beautiful to me dear Mother

And when you leave to your heavenly place
And rest in Eternal Infinite Love’s embrace
I will play your song and somehow some way
Our souls will meet as they connect this day
And never will you be more beautiful to me my dear Mother

Sandra Hillawi 4th May 2024

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Can I Expand Can I Heal Can I Open

Can I expand? can I heal? can I open?

Can the boundaries of my heart dissolve this time?

Can the light in my heart be set free at last?

Can the light just radiate from inside?

Can the pain in my heart just dissolve now?

Can my heart just relax and feel a sigh?

Can the softness return, that gentle easiness?

Can I be once again by my own side?

Sandra Hillawi 4th July 2023

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I Allow Myself The Space

I allow myself the space

To sit awhile

With all that is

Allowing all to be

Exactly as it is

I breathe and I watch

I breathe and I allow

All

I allow myself to be as I am

Where I am

How I am

And I contemplate a greater Allowance

Allowance without resistance

Expansion that accommodates

All there is

Allowing all in advance

Now and for all time

Mercy

I rest in Mercy

I abide in Mercy

I abide in Mercy

I abide in Mercy

I rest and sleep awhile

© Sandra Hillawi 21 April 2022

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My Soul Spoke Its Gentle Presence

I sit I connect I listen....
Your words mingle with my thoughts
Your soul appears and touches mine
I smile for a moment of beauty happened

My soul spoke its gentle presence

"I am here take me with you"
Yes I reply
I am already forgiven 
For my soul knows me well

The moment dissolves unfurls 
A gentle wisp it lingers 
And then it is gone
Filed for evermore
A memory in the Book of The Soul

My gentle soul gives way
As life calls to my mind 
Until the next moment of beauty 
Might find its time to be


Sandra Hillawi
21 August 2022
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I Am The Champion

I Am The Champion
The Champion is me
Don’t need you to see it
I see that its me

I am courageous
I’m standing strong
I know I can do it
Already did it for so long

I know my achievements
I know my success
I know what I faced
Overcame, that I’m blessed

I am Sandra Hillawi
The Sandra Hillawi I Am
I know I can do it
Already did it
That Yes I Can

26th Sept 2022
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I Wonder …

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I wonder if this new wave can be carried
I wonder can my heart expand some more
I wonder if instead of pain and heart ache
Soft release could come and love could be restored

I wonder can my heart expand yet further
To carry all with love and strength and flow
I wonder if its possible to feel thankful
For even this news that we just have come to know
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