I feel like a lost soul
My anchor point is gone
I'm drifting aimlessly
I can't stop eating
Feeding this restless place
That appeared within
Since I lost my lovely Mum
One who loved me unconditionally
One for whom I mattered
How do I find the place
Where I belong again
I allow the lost feeling
I feel the lost feeling
I feel for the lost soul that I am
I understand the why the how
And I meet her with love
I am here all for you
And I love you
Open your heart my love
And let me pour all the love you need within
My lost soul looks up in wonder
Daring to open and receive
She drinks deeply from this love
I am here for you my love
I always am and always will be
You belong to me
And I belong to you
We belong to each other
We sing our love duet
Back and forth we give love
We receive love
With happy thankful joy
In intimate connection
Until we are one
And I find and know at last
The place where I belong
I belong to me
I am home in my own heart
I am one with my soul
Sandra Hillawi 30 May 2024
Painting by Maryrose Hillawi, died 10 May 2024
Art and Soul
As The Celtic Harp
As the celtic harp plays your favourite haunting air
My fingers softly caress your old and grey hair
Body frail and so tired you sleep
A deserved rest 82 years of love deep
Never were you more beautiful to me dear Mother
All the years pass before me
Quiet tears freely flow
I sit with you knowing
It’s not long til you go
Sweet aches of love are in my heart
For soon will come the time for us to part
And never were you more beautiful to me dear Mother
And when you leave to your heavenly place
And rest in Eternal Infinite Love’s embrace
I will play your song and somehow some way
Our souls will meet as they connect this day
And never will you be more beautiful to me my dear Mother
Sandra Hillawi 4th May 2024
The Great Soul
My Soul Spoke Its Gentle Presence
I sit I connect I listen.... Your words mingle with my thoughts Your soul appears and touches mine I smile for a moment of beauty happened My soul spoke its gentle presence "I am here take me with you" Yes I reply I am already forgiven For my soul knows me well The moment dissolves unfurls A gentle wisp it lingers And then it is gone Filed for evermore A memory in the Book of The Soul My gentle soul gives way As life calls to my mind Until the next moment of beauty Might find its time to be Sandra Hillawi 21 August 2022
Future Me
I look into the future and I see
The one who is everything
That I want to be
How do I reach you
When you’re so far away
Then you turn towards me
And I hear you say
When Will The Fires Stop
When will the fires stop
That I can once again create my art
When will life give me space
To pause and start
To see again what is
Around me and within
How fast is this race
How many tasks must we face
Will we ever be done
Will the race ever be won
I breathe and I pause
Seize the moment because Continue reading
A Dance of Art
Happy dancing light her soul
As songs flow from her heart
Releasing to the world with joy
Expressing beauty art
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Her music fills the air with love
In silence til it finds
A hungry soul an open heart
Another of its kind






