I feel like a lost soul My anchor point is gone I'm drifting aimlessly I can't stop eating Feeding this restless place That appeared within Since I lost my lovely Mum One who loved me unconditionally One for whom I mattered
How do I find the place Where I belong again
I allow the lost feeling I feel the lost feeling I feel for the lost soul that I am I understand the why the how And I meet her with love
I am here all for you And I love you Open your heart my love And let me pour all the love you need within My lost soul looks up in wonder Daring to open and receive She drinks deeply from this love
I am here for you my love I always am and always will be You belong to me And I belong to you We belong to each other
We sing our love duet Back and forth we give love We receive love With happy thankful joy In intimate connection Until we are one
And I find and know at last The place where I belong I belong to me I am home in my own heart I am one with my soul
I ask that love and beauty be around you and in you every day I ask that love and comfort protect you I ask that you feel the comfort support and security that being loved brings I ask that your heart is softened by this love And that it dares to open and connect I ask that gentleness touch the injuries deep within And bring the blessing of healing that is long awaited I ask that you feel a new ease release and expansion I ask that your blessed creativity flows and returns to you the happiness that is your beautiful Soul and that this in turn brings wholeness and renewal in your being
I ask God to bless your magnificent heart in every way you need now and always
I wonder if this new wave can be carried
I wonder can my heart expand some more
I wonder if instead of pain and heart ache
Soft release could come and love could be restored
I wonder can my heart expand yet further
To carry all with love and strength and flow
I wonder if its possible to feel thankful
For even this news that we just have come to know
Healing, Take Your Time Dear
You are healing, there's no rush,
Take your time dear
Breathe, allow and just be
To the self that calls your attention
Look with Love and Compassion
To what you see
Spend a moment, two or more in connection
In oneness, just breathe, silently
Then bow as the great rain of Mercy
Bathes you and brings you into humility
Surrender your self and your burden
Release, let it flow to the sea
As you merge with the Ocean of Love dear
Smile, be in thanks, you are free
Sandra Hillawi 22 July 2021
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May every place in your Body know Love and return to Wholeness
May every place in your Mind know Love and return to Peace
May every place in your Soul know Love and return to Happiness
May every place in your Life know Love and be Restored
Amen
With love, Sandra Hillawi
The softest Light
Touch and soothe
The dear though broken heart
The silent witness of Compassion
Enfolding all
Holding all
Knowing all
Understanding all
With Love’s ever gentle patience
Water levels rise
And start to overspill
Calling me to plunge within
To find the centre
The heart
The place that will unlock
A new channel of release
There it is the fault line dark and deep
I love you my heart
I am so sorry
I’ve been taking you for granted
I am sorry I had a lot of stress in my life
And this hurt you
It made you contract and feel tense
And not your normal strong self
I am sorry that I only see that now
Please forgive me
I really do love you
And I am so grateful for what you do for me
And to have you so I can live my life
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Now I go gently and quietly
Gone are the days of desperation and fear
Gone are the days of intensity and haste
Gone are the days where my plight spilled over
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A miracle of light
Warm power emerges from behind the cloud
Sun streams down to my thirsty body and soul
Bathing quenching generously strongly powerfully
Recharging my inner batteries
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